"No, you just looked at me like I was a monster, sorry I got it wrong."
Rekker turned around when he heard the slam on the metal wall. Rekker watched him sink to the floor and saw way too much of way too many of his breakdowns in the behavior. How many times had he sat somewhere in his house, sunk against the wall in distress?
"Some of us are fucked up because they didn't leave us dead when we ended it." There's a heavy seriousness to Rekker's tone, the darkness he feels so often sinking into his voice. "I wonder how many times it's going to take before they realize I don't want to be brought back."
He's starting to spiral and can't be around people, he knows he can't and slams the emergency stop on the elevator to keep the doors shut. Rekker just sis down himself, shaking, angry that he's alive and just as angry about wanting to live. The panic attack that started earlier coming back full force now and leaving him shaking and flushed hor red in the face.
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Rekker turned around when he heard the slam on the metal wall. Rekker watched him sink to the floor and saw way too much of way too many of his breakdowns in the behavior. How many times had he sat somewhere in his house, sunk against the wall in distress?
"Some of us are fucked up because they didn't leave us dead when we ended it." There's a heavy seriousness to Rekker's tone, the darkness he feels so often sinking into his voice. "I wonder how many times it's going to take before they realize I don't want to be brought back."
He's starting to spiral and can't be around people, he knows he can't and slams the emergency stop on the elevator to keep the doors shut. Rekker just sis down himself, shaking, angry that he's alive and just as angry about wanting to live. The panic attack that started earlier coming back full force now and leaving him shaking and flushed hor red in the face.