"It was a good time, wasn't it? Us being guitarists and having Vars as bass and Aarne on drums. I loved the energy and Hunter he---"

Hans cut off, visibly torn up still over the singer. Even just thinking about those memories caused a throb inside of his heart and an aching feeling within the pit of his stomach. He had loved the very fibres of the man's being and had thrown it all away by trying to end it all.

"Yes--you're right. It's just been a long time is all."

The Swede nodding slowly, feeling himself being tugged towards the door. The Brit guitarist getting up and wanting to go with them because Rik was his boyfriend. Did they go everywhere together? Hans got that feeling and that was fine. It was nice for Rik to have someone like Billy.